Acrylic on A4 card stock
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Trying something new.

My head is still a mess, mostly negative mess. I go between sad and angry, sad and angry, over and over again.  I dont even want to get up anymore, its all pointless, my world is melting away, slipping away.  I forget everything that is going on or have done in past few hours.  I forgot I took my daughter to school so I had to ask my husband if I had dropped her off.  I forget how to live, how to want to live. Its all dripping and drooping inside of me.  I feel I am crumbling, giving away the sanity.  Everything is irrelevant, meaningless, pointless...