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I sometimes feel like I have locked myself into my own asylum, in my straight jacket of my own creation unable to escape. I keep hurting myself, but at same time I reach for little bit of light. I hide under the windows so outside world would not see me, I try to be obscure, and avoid everything I can. I carve for love, hugs, touch... I hug myself, I seek comfort within myself, and walls block me from speaking from anyone. I look at the world and i see it dirty, place around me is not sterile enough. I cant hide from my emotions that exert the violence towards me, anger towards me, self destruction that ultimately leads to self confinement. I stopped trusting, I just locked myself away in the room and wont come out till it is all over.